Lost 2

The glitter and glam of this city has muffled my soft whisper from within.

Lost

[Verse 1]
I'm out on my own again
Face down in the porcelain
Feeling so high but looking so low
Party favors on the floor
Group of girls banging on the door
So many new fair-weather friends ooo:

[CHORUS]
Have you ever been so lost
Known the way and still so lost

[Verse 2]
Caught in the eye of a hurricane
Slowly waving goodbye like a pageant parade
So sick of this town pulling me down
My mother says I should come back home but
Can't find the way cause the way is gone
So if I pray am I just sending words into outer space

[CHORUS]
Have you ever been so lost
Known the way and still so lost
Another night waiting for someone to take me home
Have you ever been so lost

[BRIDGE]
Is there a light
Is there a light
At the end of the road
I'm pushing everyone away
'Cause I can't feel this anymore
Can't feel this anymore

[CHORUS]
Have you ever been so lost
Known the way and still so lost
Another night waiting for someone to take me home
Have you ever been so lost
Have you ever been so LOST. 




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I have written a few paragraphs, trying to tell what situation I am in now. But the more I write, the more confusing I get. I erased all the things I have written. 


I guess I am really lost. 

Have you ever been so lost?

known the way and still so lost?

Another night waiting for someone to take me home

Have you ever been so lost?

A little clarification

I am so sorry to all my friends that because of my Facebook accounts I have caused so much confusion. But now, there is only one account I have, I have deactivated all other old accounts to stop any further confusion.

As you guys know, I was quite frustrated when my current account was being disabled by Facebook, as this is the latest account that I created few months back and there are a lot of new photos and friends that I treasure. The reason Facebook team disabled my account was that they were suspecting me trying to fake someone else. I wonder who the hell that reported me. My faker? Most probably.

Halo.....Do you think I look like a faker? Other people fake me ok? I have so many photos of myself in my albums, I bet those fakers (who are trying to be me) do not have so much tagged photos right?

So, after a few attempts to restore my account by emailing Facebook team, explaining my issue, finally, they gave me back my account yesterday (they temporarily closed my account for about 3 weeks!!)

This is what they replied me
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Hi Kang,

Thanks for providing us with a digital copy of your ID. Rest assured that we permanently deleted this digital copy from our servers.

After further review, we've determined that your account was disabled in error. We reactivated your account so you should now be able to log in.

We also standardized your name. Facebook requires all users to list their real first and last names. The use of special characters, titles, excess punctuation marks, and phrases within names are not permitted.

For more information on our name policies visit:

http://www.facebook.com/help/?faq=12964

Sorry for any inconvenience this caused,

Jill
User Operations
Facebook

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I am so happy that I could reactivate this account. I will stick to this account from now onwards. So, whoever that is left out to be added to this account, can you guys please add me with this email address (kkkang_90@hotmail.com)?

Keep in touch yea ^^

So, It is over.

Finally, the 4 months long semester break is over. I am back to University with new start and new look! 

Now,everyday, I try to style my hair before going out to do shopping or for class! It makes me feel good when I look good that day~

One of the pictures taken before going to class. I look smarter than the unkempt old self right?

Basically, I spent most of my time doing shopping for the first week of the new semester. There are lots of stuff for me to buy in order to replace the old stuff I chucked out when last semester ended. Besides, I need to find some decent nice clothes for me to attend the grand finale of the Total Image Makeover too~~

 Window Shopping with Ky and J in Pavilion

 Thanks Ky for this pic, I like it very much!

 Ky accompanied me to go back Penang to attend the finale. Before the day, I brought him to visit and taste those delicious food available in my small laoya town. I told (bet with) him that I would change his view towards Laksa (as he never tasted what a good laksa really is before.). And he did! The famous Pang Long Laksa is so irresistible. *salivating hard* I wanna have it now. Patient patient. Im gonna go backm to my hometown again in next 2 weeks for my dental appointment.

 Picture taken while I was driving to attend the finale. haha..I was so stripped-down, feeling insecure to see people when I reached Straits Quay. I did not style my hair that time because they (The School Hair Academy) would help me to do so when I get there.

 Ky took this while I was driving. It is already 10+ years since his last visit to Penang!

Went to Charlie Brown Cafe to relax myself before the finale started. I ordered a chocolate drink to soothe myself down.*excited/jumpy for unknown reason*

 So stripped down hor?

 In the process of transforming into my smarter look again!

Tada! With make up and competition clothes on~

 Like how I looked that night?

 Girlish makeup they did for me

 Rare picture seeing me smiling  (with my mouth open) in front of camera

 She was the one who responsible for my make up that night. Thanks Grace yea. You are so friendly and nice! and not to forget to thanks another 2 guys who finished the final touch up too~ Thanks thanks

 Taking pic with guys I met in The School Hair Academy.

 Taking pic with guys I met in The School Hair Academy. He looks much much better in real person. He is so cute like a kid. Go to the academy to find him if you do not believe my words!

 Taking pic with guys I met in The School Hair Academy. He did my make up with Rain B for my makeover photo shooting. I felt guilty when he touched on my oily nose...

  Taking pic with guys I met in The School Hair Academy. The handsome guy who helped me to take pictures for the makeover competition. I felt so awkward and shy when he tried to direct me to do some poses.

 While waiting for the event to start....

 Competition starting. We were required to cat walk on stage (Ky said I walked so unnatural) and there were also Q & A session too. I was so nervous the moment I stepped out on stage.  I could feel my face muscle twitching when I sat down on that stool after the awkward cat-walking on stage. 

 The pretty jugde, Rain B, who gave me makeover (haircut + make up). He is so pretty and sedusive. I dare not look directly into his those flirtatious eyes!

 Oliver (the left black shirt guy) has done a lot to achieve his today success. I cant tell how much grateful I am. Because of him, I have the chance to experience many things that I never tried before. Thanks Oliver.

She is the winner of the makeover challenge. She received most votes over Facebook and that almost confirmed her to be the winner of this contest. (i said almost because 30% of 100 is depend on the judges decision) 

Me receiving consolation prize from Rain B. 

 Group picture with the judges and 5 other finalist. (the another 4 finalists could not make it for the night...I want to meet them larhhh..)

One of the prizes they gave me. HAHAHAHA. I like the picture they took for me. 

SO, the competition is finally over. Though I did not win the competition, I feel so thankful to Oliver, Rain B and The School Hair Academy for giving me chance to see my beautiful self. There are so much feelings that I experience in this makeover, but I am not going to write them out because it is so hard for me to type them out in words! All I can say is just " Thank you for making me feel good about myself"

 I love my new look. I love my new self.

Reason I take part in the challenge.

As many of you guys know, I have participated in Total Image Makeover Challenge. Just in case you don't read me regularly, here is the post talking about what I am currently involving in.

Normally, when we come across this type of what what challenges, we would just think "meh, this is not something I will ever do!"

But, when my friend told me about this challenge and he encouraged me to take part I was quite interested to join already.(after I told him I had been chosen to  be given makeover, he said "you are serious ar?" and then I only realized he was not serious at all that time!!)
By the way, I must thank him too for introducing me this challenge. For if it was not him, I will not look like or feel good of how I am now.

Actually it was not a impulsive decision at all to take part in this challenge. I think a lot of things ok?? Like if I was chosen, would they makeover me until I look like an alien? Besides, I have to make commitment to come back Penang again for the grand finale the first week after the new semester starts. (wahlao...I already dreaming about these things when I was not chosen.)

SO, what makes me think I need the makeover?

• I always want to have a new look
• My friends always say I look no difference at all every time I come back from haircut
• I never colour my hair before
• I want to look better
• I want something fresh

Most importantly, the makeover is free if you were chosen by The School Hair Academy.

HEHEHE. I especially love the hair colour they dye for me. 

 First time ever going to Straits Quay. The bag is not mine. I love this pic, haha,..because it is so natural.

 Lots of camwhore...

Before I end this post, I want to say I am quite surprised lo. Because out of my 700+ friends in Facebook, only 180+ friends have voted for me. Where are the others? You dont like my picture? You dont like me?

It is not to late for you to support my picture. Remember to like Grandeur of Beauty even page first.

Y U GUYS SO NOT CREATIVE

Why every time you guys must steal this pic instead of many other of my pic? Yea, for the first few times, I feel flattered (ok, you can slap me now) because you think that this picture is actually nice enough to let you trick whoever you want to trick. 

But after that, you guys make me to think that "Is this the only picture of me that looks nice?". 

So, future imposter, I don't hope to see you to put this as your profile picture anymore. Please be creative!

LOL..I am not encouraging people to impersonate me. Just to express some thoughts on this issue.

Nah..this is my latest doppleganger: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100002208868618

I tried to report another faker a few months back, but Facebook makes reporting complicated. You now have to leave your phone number to report the issue and they will call you back after that. I did receive their phone call, but the line was sucksss that eventually I gave up reporting.